The government has announced that it will be bringing forward an Anti-Social Behaviour Bill in an attempt to combat "low level" crime such as graffiti and drunk and disorderly behaviour. The plan is to give the police greater powers to issue on-the-spot fines of up to £80.

The scheme has been piloted in four areas of the UK since August 2002. Liberty is concerned that the fines represent nothing more than a shortcut and public relations gimmick. We believe that the courts are the appropriate place to determine the punishment for those who commit crimes. This allows the sentence to be tailored to the individual offence and the individual offender rather than adopting a "one-size fits all" approach.

what's wrong with being anti-social? i think i'm at the prime of it. i have not met any new friends except for my new class this year. i have accquaintances, and very few i can truly call friends. in school, people just stare at each other. izzit my looks? i don't have a 'xia-lan' face like al and yb. haa. i know i give out the 'stop-staring-and-fuck-off' look..argghh. being a social butterfly had never cross my mind, but i wished i knew more people in school. i wished i can make more friends. arghhh fuck wutever. i've myself. that's enough.

Last Days

Moving on and meeting new people
Seems like the most interesting thing
New buddies, new galpals
A whole new world to explore

At first, tears never came and overflowed
All there was was excitement
Laughter, amazement and gladness
For the final year in college's about to be uncovered

But during the last days, things changed.
Memories and good times of the past shone,
Clouded our minds as we thought of leaving
While all the emotions altogether brewed.

All of a sudden, tear-floods overflowed, unmanageable.
Rivers of crystalline tears mixed with sobs,
Reminiscing the past seemed to be hard.
To grasp the thought was unbearable.

"Why do I cry?", I asked.
I always wanted to leave, didn't I?
"Can't wait to get out of here" were my initial words
But why and why now are my questions.

Sadness creeps in and heart full of sorrow
As I sat with clouded eyes, still crying.
Nothing will be lost, I thought.
All's well. I'll look forward to tomorrow.

All of these are foolish things to say.
Foolish...fooling myself is what I'm doing.
All the friends and teachers that I've known
Cannot be replaced in any way.

Sure, new experiences will come.
But will these outshine the old ones?
Love and understanding have grown for five years.
Hard to comprehend why it's all ending.

Life goes on, they say.
But now all I want is life to be as it is.
Joy fills my heart in this place.
Nothing more to ask for, I prayed.

Goodbye...goodbye...final goodbye
In these last few days of woe and sorrow.
Tears mixed with laughter echoes in the halls
As the cover closes in the final days of this chapter.

You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


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I'm sure it's no big surprise to you that your
romance is The Princess Bride. A heartwarming
tale of "Twue Wuve" that has giants,
Spainards and swashbuckling. You really do
think that love can overcome anything. You may
be a touch naive but your heart is certainly in
the right place. You've probably got one of
those relationships where proper nouns have
been replaced with "Snookums" and
"Pookie Pie". Eww. Beware a cuteness
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i hate this stupid monthly cramp. it's killing me. fucking hell very very much.

bad event

i just knew about it.
he passed away, after a long struggle. i feel so upset.
i bet he took it badly, since his dad was his role model for the past 17 years. His idol, his mahjong clique, his everything. sigh. and he didn't even tell me anything. that sucks worse i feel. i wonder how he is taking it.
this can't be it. everything's too fast. i can't catch up with all this things. it's just too fast.
suddenly, the feeling of losing gramp becomes so raw.. again. sigh.

It is worthwhile to live
and fight courageously
for sacred ideals.

O blow ye evil winds
into my body's fire
my soul you'll never unravel.

Even though disappointed a thousand times
or fallen in the fight
and everything would worthless seem,

I have lived amidst eternity --
Be grateful, my soul --
My life was worth living.

He who was pressed from all sides
but remained victorious in spirit
is welcomed into the choir of heroes.

He who overcame the fetters
giving wings to his mind
is entering into the golden age of
the victorious.


life is short.

yawn.. haven't blogged for days

tons and tons and tons of things to spill =)
here i go

ok good things first

+darling pretty kieng is moving to bedok!!!!! fantabulouS! we can go gym, swimming, eat bak chor mee, chicken wings like EVERYDAY. i swear EVERYDAY. i just totally looooooooooooooooooooooooove the idea of her moving near me! i feel like a lesbian. hahaha but nvm, we're part time lovers always. huGsss

+i went to sch with him today!! oh soooooooooooooooooo sweeeeeeeet. love the feeling. hhahaa.. greaT!

+don's singing is sooooo good! kudos kudos. he's improved sooooo much.. but i never hear him sing before! oh wutever, he's good. phat.
oh i totally love it.

+leo's sweet. very sweet these days. hugs.. thank God for him.

+thank God for all the wonderful people in my life. i'm really really thankful.

ok i think these are the good things so far this week.

wishlist

+a three quarter pants
+a pair of bermudas
+roxy t-shirts
+a new skirt
+a haversack
+roxy tube top
+grunge loose jeans
+a purse
+new pair of slippers
+a new pair of track shoes
+new pairS of socks
+songs for the heart CD


latest cravings

+cartel food
+coffee club rambutan freeze
+fish n co
+pizza hut
+seafood
+char kway teow
+black carrot cake
+love

today

-went to school at 9 for the HighQ SAT programme (starts at 8.30)
-went home.
-read 'The Beach', good book
-went to sleep. from 12 till 4. again. yes
-feeling bad now. for not studying with him.
-thank god for leo. always.

i think i know what's bugging me down these days.
i've not shopped for more than a month. really. gggggrrr.

recalling the stupid and dumb incident last nite, i decided to be careful when i hooked my 'prey' next time. just in case they turn to 'predators'. haha

Idol


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hell i was stalked.

i'm serious. ask me for details.
i'm so totally freaked out.

ALERT

i'm upset

i'm upset by the fact that you're always putting me at the bottom of your priority. monday was nice. all the things u said were pleasing. but now, seems like everything good is gone again. i'm back at square one. back at the time i felt so lost and helpless. i don' want to feel this way again. i hate partings. i hate being left behind. this time, it's not just you. they're leaving too. i don't want to stay this way now or forever. i want things to change. i want history to rewrite itself. i want you and them to stay forever. in my sight, in my life. forever..

only you can save me. you know it

PW ALWAYS KILL.
i SWEAR

And here's to you, Mrs. Robinson
Jesus loves you more than you will know - wo, wo, wo
God bless you please, Mrs. Robinson
Heaven holds a place for those who pray
Hey, hey, hey...hey, hey, hey

We'd like to know a little bit about you for our files
We'd like to help you learn to help yourself
Look around you, all you see are sympathetic eyes
Stroll around the grounds until you feel at home

And here's to you, Mrs. Robinson
Jesus loves you more than you will know - wo, wo, wo
God bless you please, Mrs. Robinson
Heaven holds a place for those who pray
Hey, hey, hey...hey, hey, hey

Hide it in a hiding place where no one ever goes
Put it in your pantry with your cupcakes
It's a little secret, just the Robinsons' affair
Most of all, you've got to hide it from the kids

Coo, coo, ca-choo, Mrs Robinson
Jesus loves you more than you will know - wo, wo, wo
God bless you please, Mrs. Robinson
Heaven holds a place for those who pray
Hey, hey, hey...hey, hey, hey

Sitting on a sofa on a Sunday afternoon
Going to the candidates debate
Laugh about it, shout about it
When you've got to choose
Every way you look at it, you lose

Where have you gone, Joe DiMaggio
A nation turns its lonely eyes to you - woo, woo, woo
What's that you say, Mrs. Robinson
Joltin' Joe has left and gone away
Hey, hey, hey...hey, hey, hey

wonderful wednesday??
(my psychic getting sooooooo much stronger that it's freaky

i sensed something was gonna be soooo wrong. something like getting chased out. indeed. i was right. just when before we stepped out of the freaking cc room, this malay woman(the staff) came up and berated us non-stop. she said about lousy school, no respect for tj (com on.. like i care)..and the list goes on and on. freak. stupid bitch. there were like less than 4 pple in the room including us. and she has the cheek to tell me some whole load of crap. stupid liar!! aarrgghh... wonder why the hell she's still working there after 3 years. she should get the sack.

it's this kind of people who made my life upside down.
yet make it interesting.
i'm contradicting myself. totally..

haven't blog for a long time. maybe i'll spill later.

Romantic-Sexy....
Your fantasies involve love, not lust. You are a
fantastic kisser, and for very good reason:
it's your favorite thing. You are sappy as
hell, and you don't care who knows it.


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Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.

Made by
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Satine


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drawing

went for drawing today.. was half hr late. goodness. haa thank god the lights were switched off. oh well. i love drawing now. it kinda bring me up to a different level. it's something where i can express myself well without having to care about others' opinions. though today's drawing wasn't that fantastic, i enjoyed it totally..

leonard's going arm next friday.

NEWater

today was a funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn day. we formed the 'biach' club. it's 'bitch' club in spanish. haha the members i declare: alison, ying bei, shu hui, clement and me
we talked about everything today while waiting for our learning journey to start. realised we could make a movie out of shu hui's life. ying bei actually cried when shuhui said she's gonna kill herself. awwww darling, you always have us. hahahaha and shuhui will never do it again. *swears.
noted a few cute tj guys today. what a wonder. i can actually find cute tjcians in school. *unbelievable.

NEWater trip was alrite i guess. melody chen is -oh-so-fantastic. hahaha oh well. realised how different recycled water is in singapore from other countries. we've UV rays. really.

-tired-

watched holland v. so angry with the mo wan wan and mo yan yan. bitches. but i feel something is sooooo wrong. mo yan yan sounds like me totally. i really don't want to end up like her. gggrrrrrrrr.

in a irritatable mood again. i think it's PMS.

and yes. i've pw.
tons of it

today

survived another torrid tuesday. haha. i'm totally worn out. after hearing shuhui's story, i came to the conclusion that all stepmothers are bad!!! *nasty bitches* who just torture their step children while putting up a front to others. ggrrrr... this whole event is atrocious. i really pity shuhui.. *hugs*
on the lighter note, we came up with something silly.
here it goes:

-moody monday
-torrid tuesday
-wonderful wednesday
-terrific thursday
-freaky friday


all these are to describe the words we've for our days in school! =)
so tired!!!! to the max. and so much pw to do.


and i've to go teach tuition in an hr's time. wonder how it will turn out. maybe the boy will bully me. argh. haha..


thalia feat fat joe - i want you

yesterday night

-left my comp on while watching holland v
-received a msg from him and went to the comp immediately
-we chatted. quite nice.
-went for movie with cousin
-actually league of extraordinary gentlemen is really good. i love shane west.
-i don't mind watching again manz
-on my way back had a mini sms chat again.
-not a bad day afterall

morning sadness
monday blues

sigh. i'm in a total pissy mood right now. ever since what happened in the morning.

and so i was desperately hoping you'll board the bus, yea u came up.. but with her..

ok. i'm not as pretty as her. fine. wutever.
i think i'm falling deeper.. deeper.. in love with you.
and it's scaring me cuz i never act this way before.
maybe it's just strong infatuation.
maybe it's pure boredom.
maybe i'm serious this time.

Between Us


There is the melody
I can't play for you,
There is the song
I can't sing for you.

Always,
I want to be with you,
Touch, feel your heart.

Between us
There is the line
I can't cross.

The Last Goodbye
by Michael Bush

How can I say I'm sorry
When I know that you don't care?
Now that I have done you wrong
How can I say these feelings that I share?

I cannot say I love you
Or that I really truly care,
'Cause my words would mean as much to you
As a layer of thin air.

How can I say good-bye
Must I face my worst fear?
Must I lose all of these feelings
That I hold so near?

How can I let go
Of a love that was so true?
How can I forget these feelings
That I still hold for you?

Why can't I say good-bye?
Even when I was wrong
To think that these feelings
Could last forever long?

But I guess it's really over.
I'm left alone and so sad,
Yet I still think of us
And all the times we had.

Maybe in the future
We can sort this all through,
But until then, my dearest love
I'll say one last "I love you."

i've a 'look-for-me-for-solace-after-you-break-up-with-your-girlfriend' face?!!


yes i swear that kinda face. it's been happening so often this year that i'm beginning to feel so tired of listening to pple whine about their ex gf. sigh. maybe it's God's plan for me to know more and gain more insights about these nasty relationships?? it's not as though i have not experienced it.

oh and i swear it's really funny about how the person who came across your mind talked to you immediately at night. really.
i thought of andrew and donovan in the afternoon, about how long i've not talked to them. now, donovan is talking to me.
this is a miracle in life i guess. tingky, i agree with you, telepathy exists.

felicia is so lucky. got her first acting job. oh how i wish i can be like her.

sigh. i'll never be.

i can't do this anymore

aaaaaarrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
why do we have pw this year? why the hell it make up 10% of our total criterion to university? why do we have to spend two bloody hell long periods on pw every friday and spending our sundays just on evaluating fats?!! all this is so uncalled for. i hate pw. yes. i hate it!! can't the freaking MOE scrape it before someone (I) go mad??!! aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

this is not going anywhere. i'm fucking hell pissed off today

HaPpY 38tH biRthDay SiNgApOrE!!!

may you stay prosperous and safe always!!

a very very fcuk day

going out with mommy definitely has its perkS!!! in the morning, we went to sgh for my ear check up. the doc said my ear will regain it's shape again and that i shall never touch another pair of earrings again! *boo hoo* oh well. after all the hassle and tassle,we made our way to suntec!! and went fcuk!! gosh they have new stocks!! the autumn/winter collection is in!! very very very very nice.. the clothes there are soooooooooooooooo pretty. i'm gonna save up and buy shirts from there. my favourite shop no doubt. bought a bag at fcuk! YAY!! a brown sling bag.. for going out use! thanks to mummY!! hugS!!
she bought tons of stuff too. a black pants from u2 and a brown top from baleno. the top was only 7 buckS! i'd great buys toO! a purple top from baleno and a normal white top. oh love today to the max. soooooooooooo loveLy!!
everything is just soooooo pretty at fuck.

i wanna go for the swimmers' concert at marina promenade.. but no one seems to want to go!!!!!!!! arrrggghh

not a very good day

hmm.. i dunno why but for no reason she just suddenly ignore me. dunno what i've done wrong.. oh well. maybe i was too insensitive towards the whole competition? but cheated and betrayed?? i don't think i went to that extenD? no idea.. shall wait and see what yen says..

don't know why i'm so affected by this. maybe i bother about this friendship too much? but still i dunno what went wrong. maybe i said something wrong?? oh well. aarrgghh.. totally no mood

//at least i've something to look forward to tonight: drawing



It is one of the severest tests of friendship to tell your friend his faults. So to love a man that you cannot bear to see a stain upon him, and to speak painful truth through loving words, that is friendship.
henry ward beecher

The bottom line is that (a) people are never perfect, but love can be, (b) that is the one and only way that the mediocre and vile can be transformed, and (c) doing that makes it that. We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love.
tom robbins

it's didn't turn out as expected. in fact it was worst. i'm talking about the singing competition last night. but it wasn't any of their fault, it was just the keyboard. it went off-key. thank goodness, they have a chance to sing again tonight. hope it's better..

i'm rotting at home again today. it's high time i do some work. oh well. but i simply just can't get myself to the desk and start reading my notes.

should i go school tomorrow? it's pw day. i should go.. since the written report has to be done by monday. sigh. i hate pw. and we've reached the stage whereby everyone's pissed with each other for not doing their work. i guess the weekend is pw weekend.

ok. gonna deliver the stupid ruggers' shirts now.
then gonna buy sheila's and zhenying's belated present.
then gonna meet the gals at clarke quay.. liting's gonna sing!!!!!

goodluck gurlS... =Pp

and so i've won tickets to the league of extraordinary gentlemen.
and so shane west and stuart townsend will be in the show.


but the show looks and sound lame.
i'll watch it anyway

and if i hurt you, then i'm sorry. please don't think that this was easy.
-konstantine.


forgive me. i'll try not to be melodramatic

i love american pie
totally

ok so american pie was gooD! LOL.. love it. hahaa.. shall go get amercian pie 2 and hope american wedding will soon come to singapore!! yipee!!

i wanna go to the states sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.

today

went for the straits times' scholarship's talk with yanhui. pretty enriching. but didn't tell much about scholarships. yanhui looks better now.. much better than in secondary school. i'm still thinking about his koh samui idea. haha my ear hurts so much still..saw douglas at hmv city link. goodness. uRGh. he's this lovebite thing which he claimed a scratch. oh well. went to airport to meet claudia.. to get the tshirt designs.. my ear was already burning then.. pain pain. she was studying with ezekiel. soooo sweet. it's really sweet muggin hard with the one u love. hahaa. oh well. i know i'll always mug alone. haha or with liting. bleahz. hahaha
on the way back, leonard called, but i did not pick up. i dunno why am i acting like this lately, ignoring him totally, maybe i'm really petty. i dunno.. after what happened on his birthday (finding out about the oz girl), i really have no mood for him..maybe i was wishing he'll call again. but in the end, he didn't. sigh. forget it. =Pp

went home.. watched shaolin soccer for the 2nd time. haha -bored-
then my aunts and uncles came to visit me..
third aunt came up with all the -soothe ur anger- shit. was quite pissed. my operation has nothing to do with my anger!! yiKEs. wutever. hahaa
big aunt gave me 100 bucks to buy things to eat. so sweeeeeeeet. i told my mom to get bird's nest for the family. -so thoughtful- isn't it? hahha.. it's been a long time since we'd bird's nest i guess. the thought of it is perfect.. hahaa.. yummy.

so tired now..
hope leo will call again! Hahahha fat hope.

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i swear this quiz is wrong!! hha

Your a BMW Z3... A CHICKMAGNET CAR


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Tombstone freeze.
no doubt. you are one hella a funkae guy. You dun
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my ear still hurts
like mad

yesterday
the pain was excruciating.. it's like ur skin is ripping apart. made the painful hissing sound to my mom.. haha her expression was funny..
*tired*

today
the pain was so much lesser in the morning.. till evening.
now the pain is back in FULL FORCE!!! uuggghhh
nice sharon came over to look after me.. kinda.. i ended up sleeping away. the pain was just a lil unbearable. haha spent my day reading harry potter. pretty boring i find it... maybe i have not reached the exciting part yeT??
oh sweeet yiting and yanshan came over around 4++ and bought me nice pooh strawberry muffinS!! haha.. it tasted fine. haha.. i enjoyed their company. was feeling tired though. liting came later.. around 5+? yeaa.. anyway.. liting and yanshan started on the whole topic of cute guys..in vjc. hahah oh it's pretty hilarious i thought.

ok my ear looks terrible now.
i wonder how i can ever meet yanhui tomorrow and go for the overseas talk. yikes
maybe i'll tell mom later.. haha

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