Friday, May 30, 2003

champion in my heart
he didn't perform his best, but he was good. it was the first time i see him play. though i felt it was up to his own standard, but i thought he was really cool and fantastic. his spikes, his shots.. and he definitely look great in that attire. for that moment, he took my heart away. i cheered with zest when he scored. he was phenomenal. my heart totally melted on the spot.
u did a great job boy. though u didn't win, u're the champion in my heart!!

this is what i say 9:30 PM

hallelujah
it's finally raining. after weeks of arid, hot weather. but i hate raining in the day, prefer it if it's at night.

my 2nd sis came into my mind. she's in some remoted part of malaysia learning scuba diving. wonder if she bought anything for me or for my youngest sister.

oh well. going for volleyball match. till then..

this is what i say 11:42 AM

Thursday, May 29, 2003

i wish i wish

i wish
-for world peace
-for love in the world
-for toned tummy
-for smaller tighs and much smaller calfs
-for money to pay off phonebills and buy a few more tops
-for tj volleyball team to win aj tmr
-for more fun in my life
-for that person to say hi and talk to me more and walk more and reciprocate
-for that temper of mine to die off
-for smaller appetite
-for money to watch tons of movies
-for all my wishes to come true.

i wish i wish

this is what i say 7:43 PM

Wednesday, May 28, 2003

great but not so great day

went for badminton finals today, TJ against RJ. found out that tj pple are really rude. they jeered at rj's cheers. that is so 'un-sportsmanship'. totally disgusted but kinda enjoyed the match. not really actually but it was fun to see marcus, chuan yang and jackson play. they were good. but overall tj lost to rj, 3-2.
saw this vjc guy whom i always bump into and will stare at him for like minutes. though i dunno him, but we still end up staring at each other everytime we meet. reminds me of something but nvm. liting later then said he's from her tuition class. bahz

saw clarmence there. he said the photo we took at the song writing comp was not bad.(thank goodness, apparently all didn't turn out well)

afteR looking at our eye candies, me and liting went to towN!! and guess who i saw there the moment we started walking??? - JP!! felt pissed when i saw him. liting could sense my anger, haha.. dunno why i feel like that, but the feeling jus came into me for no reason.
after that, we went to fcuk and i felt like i had the best buy of the whole entire year. i bought a fcuk top for just $14.70. it was 30% of the original 49 buckS!!! felt so happy. hahha*sounds bimbotic but nvm*
oh after both of us went to the restaurant opposite mos burger(ngee ann city) for dinner! they serve great food i swear!! felt happier after dinner. we headed to heeren after that and took neoprintS!! yeaa. haha the neoprints were sweet!! hahaa.. spent 15 bucks there manz. eXpensive.

oh i want to buy the mango basic top-red and black
hope it's still there tmr liting goes and buy!! haha PLS! haha

i feel so tired. have sch tmr. as usual.

ronan keating - long goodbye

this is what i say 11:44 PM

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

just married
my sis got the vcD!! i love that show!!! totallY! watched it with kieng when the stpats bastards were playing mahjong!! oh well, that show made me think of my childhood dreams!! marry younG! haha.. always wanted to marry young, like say 18, 21 or 24..marry the guy of my dreams, have kids, and be a young mother taking care of my lovely babies.. how bimbotic and impractical to many people.
-nikki, goofy,doofy and poofy shall be their nameS! (my kids will kill me)
haha though this thing seems totally out of mind, i hold on to this dream until now. but will it ever be fulfilled?? i don't know, you don't know. we never know. only He knows.

this is what i say 10:10 PM

D-day
morning was good. went to sch(hah) and then ran during pE.
yay.my grp's pw proposal finally got accepted.things are not too bad today, went home to bathe after PE. freshed, went back to sch for geog before going to gelares wid natalie.. we saw weiqiang aka jacky(wutever) there, my pri sch friend. he looks kinda different, he was spotted with a nerdy looking pair of specs, he looked more intellectual. haha.. and we then noticed that all his guys classmates were wearing specS! is that a new fashion trend in vJc?? we wonder...
oh tmR gonna watch badminton finalS!!!!!!!!!!!!! (WOOHOOO!!!) and get to skip sch. haha yay. and VBALL WON NYJC!! three cheers to tingkY! haha. oh well. hope to go watch tt match too manz. *prays*


this is what i say 9:55 PM

Monday, May 26, 2003

yesterday's events
-leo called me up. we'd a nice short chat. it felt great but at the same time weird. thought of last times. again. sigh
-talked to kieng and douglas(he didn't even mention one word bout emily) about my lasalle thing. got an insight. kinda. oh well.. still confused.

today's events
school was a bore. as usual.
and for the 4th or 5th time, my pw proposal got rejected. gawd, pls don't do this to me. gggrrrrrrr... ate chicken cutlet for lunch today, it was so oily, kinda disgusted actually. won't eat it so often.
met up with zongxuan after many many months.. the first thing we met, we started insulting each other. haha..he seems like the only person i can bhb to.(cuz he's much more bhb than me)
and once again, we spent 6.50 on the most dumb horror flick of march, darkness falls. it was nothing but crap. total major crap about a 'tooth fairy'. all because of a milk tooth. felt so cheated. and was really cheated when zx played a trick on me after the show. bahz. oh well. got my paint colours and really gonna start the final draft of my portfolio. i'm so serious about going into lasalle now. may i get in and get done with tjc. lousy mood. hah

-lim lai cheng thought wen yen was me and started asking her how is she(thinking yen was me) haha.. lousy principal, can't even differentiate her students. bahz.
-gonna watch badminton match this wed. hopefully can get to see him! *grinz*

this is what i say 9:45 PM

Sunday, May 25, 2003

i'm fat

i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight

bleahz. i ate non stop at gramps'. feel so fat now. it's 1.36am and i'm not asleep. can't sleep i guess. bored. thought bout the past again. it feels quite bad. i feel like making a scrapbk.. it'll definitely be a black papered book.. blahz. haha oh well. so many things to do. hate pw to the max and beyonD. wish i was in yr 2. then i'll have nothing to worry about. made me think of tt stupid bitch. yes it's you old lim. ggrrrrr. piss off manz!!



this is what i say 1:34 AM

Saturday, May 24, 2003

yesterday's events
-went town at 9pm for the last half hr of 'guess' sale with liting
-mom thought i was mad
-bought a new black 'guess' wallet at half price!!*proud* looks butterfly classy. haha
-ate kfc(another sin)
-serious thoughts about pple on the way home. (i shld be nicer)

today
had roti prata in the morning(double sin).. before continuing on my webpage. started with the guestbook. fiddled with html(i was totally clueless!!) can't decide what style my website shld be. glam, sweet, cool or jus pure simplicity. haha
yeaa.. oh boring day. going to gramps' later.. hopefully tonight going zouk for acjc party. haha. but i'm broke. shouldn't spend anymore after the wallet. but i still want my slippers. uurrgghh. hate to be broke. gggrrrrrrRr. feel that my diet is nothing but a big flop. in the lazy mood today but i've tons of math tutorials to do. probably bring over to gramps. yeaa..

atomic kitten - cradle


this is what i say 1:56 PM

Friday, May 23, 2003

yesterday's events
-went for lasalle's fine arts design (honey mercury)
-got an idea on how to do my portfolio
-went to eat five start chicken rice with jan and louisa
-went home and watched american idol
-weather got too hot. got pissed again. bahz

today
having a free block now. in this comp room(duhz) thinking bout lasalle and tjc. which path should i really go for. i know my interest is in arts, but the fees for lasalle is just too high. 3.3k for a year, which is beyond my parents' budget. felt so unfair bout everything. liting jus messaged me, says she's some thing for me to laugh at till i drop. haha..this crazy girl. wonder how was her pizza hut dinner yesterday. ok anyway, back to lasalle. oh sigh. i suggested working for a yr to earn my school fees before going into lasalle. but this idea is crazy to anyone, including me. oh gosh. sigh.
i hate tj...pw(but i've a good leader,thanks zaf)..the weather, the buildings, lim lai cheng(driving me mad as usual), many other things. but this is the most desired path for many pple too. am i really gonna give up everything? to me it's not desired, it's just the straightest way to university. i've come to realised that i don't really want to do anything in the university, except maybe laW? but my language kinda suck big time. so forget bout the whole darn thing. i want to go into fashion, but will i have a good prospect in future?? sigh. i've my parents to support and maybe a family of my own next time. but.. sigh..haha.. oh no. can someone like tell me what to do?? lasalle or just continue to mug hard in jc.


it's not hard to make a decision, but it's not easy to face up to the consequence each will bring.

fcuk

this is what i say 10:32 AM

Thursday, May 22, 2003

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

this is what i say 5:18 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2003


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this is what i say 7:59 PM

!!frosty beige!!

haha..today was an interesting day! haa school was fine, skipped math lect again, started on the 'ultimate-yiwen-diet-plan'..(didn't work out quite well..considering the fact that i'd ice cream..) haha.. went to meet kieng after schooL. she'd a really nice tan! theN we decided to streak ouR hair like her badminton junioR!! so we went to watsons at paya lebar and chose this nice frosty beige coloUR!! haa.. went to her place and helped each other with the haiR! haha.. it was fun! the result: not bad..haha the streakS didn't really come out like those we wanted..it was like one patch here n there actually. but who cares. haha oh the interesting part came.. i cut her haiR!! haha used this trimmer scissors. haha.. it was so cooL. kieng's haiR looks thinner n neater n much browner noW!! hhaha yeaa..
oh she showed me some photos the azalea park pple took. hah.. i saw chris' bro, matthew. gosh he was damn cute. hahaa.. oh that led me thinking that all matthews are cute!! haha *blush* gonna name my kid matthew nXt time too manz.

ok.. haha back at home now, had light dinner, but had the jelly drink after that. haha jelly in milk tea. hhaa oh well. haf to go my math tutOrial again. bleahz. boring..

alisha's attic - indestructible

this is what i say 7:43 PM

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

the weather is just too hot

school was boring today. i had my 2.4 mock run. oh it was better than i thought. ha.. 16:07..though it sucks still, but i'm happy with it. haha yea. and then i'd 4 blocks free. so i rotted at the scope and started to do my math tutorial.. i ended up copying alison's one. after elwin's boring dot mapping session, i went off to my favourite place so far.. town. haha with liting. and hunted for bikinis n slippers. i've this slight fettish for slippers.. i want a new pair of glitterish kind or something which is a lil like platforms. nvm. haha but they're all so expensive. better save some bucks for hp biLLs. aarrgghh. went to pac plaza, kinda fell in love with this pair of roxy jeans. looking for a red shirt toO. oh i'm starting the 'ultimate-yiwen-diet-plan' tmr. hope things will work. haha oh well. trying to make my own webbie toO!! yawn. so tired. had a packet of large fries. *sin!!*
yawn..i want to slack so much. i hate tj. yucks.


george michael-kissing a fool

this is what i say 8:37 PM

Saturday, May 17, 2003

RJC CLDCS 16/05/03


I went to Clarmence's chinese song writing concert. It was really nice, nicer than any tJ's performance, and even better than Fuyo. haha..The whole concert was about a romantic love story, with a really cute lead actor, James. Gosh, he's a twin borther in HCJC called David. And as far as i know of, both of them are in yr 1(darnz) and both are going overseas to study in july. damned. hahah these twins really have it all-looks, intelligence, wealth. what more can a girl ask for?? after going for the concert, it kinda instpired me to be among the tops. i mean work hard to be among the top. i suddenly feel so insiginificant. haha dunno why. but anyway, the story for the concert was good. and nice. there was this tkgs girl who performed a song item. she composed the whole song herself, and i thought she was fantastic. her name is clara, she's pretty, good figured..blahed blahed blahed. hahaa. i recorded her singing. and she reminds me of cheow lu cuz both of em were from tk drama. haha yeaa.. oh well.. after the whole thing i went to McS to have fries with timothy n liting. oh i saw this pair of really nice shoes.


will someone buy it for me?? =Pp



oh well. haha it costs 196 sing dollarS . yeaa.
i'd fun yesterday.. really glad i went and kinda found a new bimbotic inspiration... haha those who know me will know what it is. haha =Pp

this is what i say 1:57 PM

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